The Antidote

[Chorus] No one knows what goes on up inside my head There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands I can change my plans, I can change my plans. [Verse 1] I'ma take you to a place that many haven't seen It's a land of broken promises and decaying dreams It's a land of lost consciousness and degrading scenes It's a land of harsh consequence and debasing would-be Queens The type of place you wouldn't want to be found dead in Where an endless maze leads you to a dead end Where everywhere you look is another dead friend Where every second spent is another second deadened The kind of place where you go and you never come back Try to explain it to your friends and all they do is laugh Try to explain it to yourself how you're never coming back Try to explain how your lost, even with a map The sort of place that reminds of you a country in recession Everybody's holding back due to a false impression Everybody's holding back due to a true depression Everybody's holding back due to their own deception [Chorus] No one knows what goes on up inside my head There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands I can change my plans, I can change my plans. [Bridge] Wait a minute, got distracted, need to get my facts straight Poison keeps spreading to my mind, but I think it's too late Looking in the mirror, my vision's blurry, picture's unclear I don't like what I see, no need to persevere [Verse 2] Judging by the smudges in this world I find nothing appealing Driven up the walls, making a nest up on the ceiling Can't tell if I'm insane, or if I'm just a mistake Is there a reason why these feel like my last days I can't explain these sensations nor their machinations But I'm breaking, taking my time and writing these rhymes to placate my mind How I'm feeling inside causes a great divide that I cannot guide On a path that I don't feel right, I don't like this other side Fuck the rules, I'm going back, I don't need this crap, I'm done with that Escaping this maze, forgetting these days, until everything around me has changed Done with the chains, antidote into my veins, now nothing's the same Fist to the mirror, shards in the atmosphere, I've never seen this clear [Chorus] No one knows what goes on up inside my head There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands I can change my plans, I can change my plans. [Outro] [spoken sadly] I tried to find my reflection on the glass But all I ever saw were the things I lack All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane All I ever thought I was Was a mistake. [musical interlude] [end]