Two Sides of Me

[Verse] Ups and downs I ride the wave Clouds and sunshine both enslave Just a twist in my own mind Peace and chaos intertwine [Verse 2] Morning light brings hope anew Afternoon a darker hue Mood swings like a pendulum Steady ground I can't become [Chorus] Two sides of me never free High and low they fight to be In control but out of touch Mental storm it hurts so much [Verse] Smiling mask I wear all day Inside battles Gone astray Questions screaming who am I In the silence I comply [Verse 2] Hoping pills will steady me Living life in therapy Puzzle pieces out of place Shadowed by my own embrace [Chorus] Two sides of me never free High and low they fight to be In control but out of touch Mental storm it hurts so much