It was never meant for us to meet again

“The night is cold; I drank too much. It doesn’t matter how much I drink it will never be enough. If I leave, will I be at a loss or at a cross? Will this be the game I win? I’m always the second or the last, just to be the first. Everybody is fucked up I need a space to breath. I’m not trying to hide anything, just miss your cent. I guess it was never meant for us to meet again. Now that your gone what am I supposed to do? I swear everyday every night I hope I will die. Life is too hard when you don’t know what to do. Turning back to smoke, vape and the drinks, again. Hurts but helps. You’re the one who helped me understand this was wrong, But I’m waisted life blew me. Everyday every night trying to find you. I’m way too unlucky no way I’m seeing you anymore. Everyone I meet leaves, hurts but I’m used. If I leave, will I be at a loss or at a cross? Will this be the game I win? It was never meant to be us; it was never meant for us to meet again. “don’t think too much” how can I not? Not seeing you again hurts Loving someone you can’t have hurts. The pain makes me think I’m gonna die I swear.” Hurts but helps. You’re the one who helped me understand this was wrong, But I’m waisted life blew me. Everyday every night trying to find you. I’m way too unlucky no way I’m seeing you anymore. Everyone I meet leaves, hurts but I’m used. If I leave, will I be at a loss or at a cross? Will this be the game I win? It was never meant to be us; it was never meant for us to meet again. “don’t think too much” how can I not? Not seeing you again hurts Loving someone you can’t have hurts. The pain makes me think I’m gonna die I swear.”