Greedy for Attention

Flling for wrong people is unhealthy. Same as kissing with the wrong people. Call me dumb if I saw something in your eyes. Tell me, that I'm pretty, I like that. But at the end of the day, nice words are only words in the air. My dumb self get satisfied with bread crumbs because of the desire of attention. I want to love, to care, to feel Am I sick person because I can't say no. Maybe I want to but I know, that it's wrong. I just want it to be both sidet. I would give myself to you, but I need from you the same. I am attracted to crazy minds but I learned my lesson and can see what is wrong. Why I always meet manipulators? I had my lesson and now I know, that my energy is not worth the pain. I am leaving this drama. It's over and over the same. I need to break free. I got completely different mindset and more self confidence. I don't really trust, but still deep down I have this little hope, that I find someone, who really gets me