Where did you go?

[Verse] I ask myself where did you go? I catch myself when falling low My anxious eyes cannot help in hoping you'd show I ask the skies for help in letting you go [Verse 2] A disastrous rise of pain below I catastrophize the things we cannot know It hurts me to think I hurt you You were the one always I turned to [Chorus] And lately my sleep has had no curfew I've been looking at my life from a birds view It dawns too late to see the best part was you Something I think I always knew [Verse 3] But my hearts too blue to play So I pushed you away Now I'm held down by the weight of time Wandering lost as I search for a sign [Verse 4] Trapped in the past Heart wrapped in a cast Wondering if I lost my mind Still in the nighttime I seem to find mine [Chorus] And lately my sleep has had no curfew I've been looking at my life from a birds view It dawns too late to see the best part was you Something I think I always knew [Bridge] So I stay up all night writing in the moons lighting Looking up at the stars like torn scars in the sky It's like looking through my eyes at myself in disguise Listening to these words spoken softly As I let go of the ghost that haunts me