hopefully one day

It's me who checks the email every hour, It's me who seeks answers in divination and astrology, It's also me who stares at the phone, hoping for a notification sound. What does it feel like to wait? Who knows but the one who waits? Like a raging fire burning in the heart of obsession, Like a tender shoot pushing against a giant rock, The fire refuses to extinguish, the heart refuses to break, The rock refuses to move, the shoot refuses to stop. Involuntarily praying to the gods, No reply Involuntarily asking the heavens, No answer endless waiting, boundless and empty, It's as if infused with divine power, sinking in the mud, Unable to exert force, screaming out loud, Sighing at the heavens, neither merciful nor just, Tears dried up, only misty eyes left, The soul wandering, unable to find peace, Watching others leisurely passing the time, While I struggle in the mud, seeking amidst suffering, The throat of fate choked, unable to escape, I can only pray bitterly, Day and night, sunrise and moonset, it's tough, I know, It's me who insists, blames myself for insisting, Blames myself for wanting something, Only to suffer hardships, But who in this world can have no desires? The throat of fate choked, unable to escape, I can only pray bitterly, Day and night, sunrise and moonset, it's tough, I know, It's me who insists, blames myself for insisting, Blames myself for wanting something, Only to suffer hardships, But who in this world can have no desires? In this world, everyone has desires, When desires are hard to fulfill, it's truly difficult, But still, I hope for the clouds to disperse, for the sun to shine brightly, For all desires to be fulfilled, Hopefully, one day, between heaven and earth, all impurities will dissipate, And my desires will all come true, Hopefully, one day, when desires are hard to fulfill, it's truly difficult, But still, I hope for the clouds to disperse, for the sun to shine brightly, For all desires to be fulfilled, The taste of waiting, who knows but the one who waits, Like a raging fire burning in the heart of obsession, Like a tender shoot pushing against a giant rock, The fire refuses to extinguish, the heart refuses to break, The rock refuses to move, the shoot refuses to stop, In this world, everyone has desires, Hopefully, one day, between heaven and earth, all impurities will dissipate, And my desires will all come true, when desires are hard to fulfill, it's truly difficult, But still, I hope for the clouds to disperse, for the sun to shine brightly, For all desires to be fulfilled, Hopefully, one day, between heaven and earth, all impurities will dissipate, And my desires will all come true, In this world, everyone has desires, Hopefully, one day, my desires will all come true And my desires will all come true, In this world, everyone has desires, Hopefully, one day, my desires will all come true