Lyrics
[Opening
The last time I was off my meds, I was super entertained
[Verse 1]
Though I thought everyone was out to get me, my sanity strained
Grocery store trips felt like missions, holding my breath near folks
Worried they’d use smells to mess with my reality, it’s no joke
[Hook]
Holding my breath, counting stealth points
Avoiding the world, guarding my joints
Track the fans, keep my distance
Mental gymnastics, pure persistence
[Interlude]
[Verse 2]
Tracking ventilation, where the fans would blow
Dispersing perfumes, protecting my mental flow
Covered what I’d buy with a bin, stealth points stacking high
Guarding my cart, with a watchful, weary eye
[Chorus]
Oh, the lengths I'd go, to keep my mind safe and sound
In a world full of threats, never let my guard down
Stealth points racking up, every trip a hidden quest
Surviving the day, feeling constantly stressed
[Break]
[Verse 3]
At night, I’d sleep in the bathroom, maximizing space
Stockpiling food, my little safe place
Obstacles at work, holding my breath till another room
HVAC pouring chemicals, an invisible looming doom
[Counterpoint]
[Chorus]
Oh, the lengths I'd go, to keep my mind safe and sound
In a world full of threats, never let my guard down
Stealth points racking up, every trip a hidden quest
Surviving the day, feeling constantly stressed
[Solo]
[Modulation]
[Verse 4]
Lost a ton of weight, every day felt like a new quirk
Sanitizing myself, fighting the lurking murk
Grateful for the meds, guiding me through the haze
Reflecting on that phase, now I’m big tired, amazed
[Drop]
[Coda]
It was tiring, all this extra work
Lost a ton of weight, each day a new quirk
Reflecting on that phase, now I’m big tired
Grateful for the meds, my sanity rewired