Lyrics
(Verse 1)
Egotistical
Narcissistic
Lost in the logistics
Need to re read the definitions
Cause I can admit fault like no one's
Business, not living in fiction
Better watch your diction
I just messed up my vision
No more blurred lines
Cause I will correct my bad decisions
Unlike victim blaming
I see my enemies running lines
But no one can do the shaming
Better than myself
this needed to happen for a better health
(Chorus)
And I was never given a choice
I made it work
This life wants to tear, bend, and jerk
I gotta make it work
I was never given a choice
At this life
But I will course correct
Invoice
For a better life
I'll make a better choice
(Verse 2)
I feel the judgement over my head
Like you were the judge, jury, and God
But I'd like to see you walk a mile in my shoes
With your righteous facade
Always assuming the worst of me
But where were you when I was at the best of me
It's okay we all got our own sins
I just wish you would have been present at my wins
Not just calling at all my losses
Betting against me
Like always being the casinos pit bosses
Forgiveness has always been my flaw
And best believe the greatest of snakes
Come slithering in
To abuse and take
Just like their skin it's something I gotta shake
I feel the judgement over my head
Like you were the judge, jury, and God
But I'd like to see you walk a mile in my shoes
With your righteous facade
Always assuming the worst of me
But where were you when I was at the best of me
It's okay we all got our own sins
I just wish you would have been present at my wins
Not just calling at all my losses
Betting against me
Like always being the casinos pit bosses
Forgiveness has always been my flaw
And best believe the greatest of snakes
Come slithering in
To abuse and take
Just like their skin it's something I gotta shake
Things are never gonna be a great story
To fake
I got my pen back
It's up to me to make
(Chorus)
(Chorus)
And I was never given a choice
I made it work
This life wants to tear, bend, and jerk
I gotta make it work
I was never given a choice
At this life
But I will course correct
Invoice
For a better life
I'll make a better choice
(Verse 3)
Drowning in the lake
As I consume the water
Not reaching for your hand
Saying I got it
Not thinking of my son and daughters
Let everything get the best of me
Rather die then have you cover the bleed
Now I know I need a healed me
If I reach out will you hear
And see
I'm trying to be a better me again
No more shenanigans
Cause my mind is wearing thin
I can not change those that are meant to be
Fate has sealed itself shut
Doesn't mean I won't rip that motherfucker open
Cause these next few scenes in life need to be
Cut
I reach out will you hear
And see
I'm trying to be a better me again
No more shenanigans
Cause my mind is wearing thin
I can not change those that are meant to be
Fate has sealed itself shut
Doesn't mean I won't rip that motherfucker open
Cause these next few scenes in life need to be
Cut
And I was never given a choice
I made it work
This life wants to tear, bend, and jerk
I gotta make it work
I was never given a choice
At this life
But I will course correct
Invoice
For a better life
I'll make a better choice
[Repeat chorus]
[HEAVIER GUITAR , DRUMS, BASS]
[Fade out]
[Dual dj scratching]
[End music]
