Lyrics
(echoes) [slow intro]
[orchestral introduction]
[Verse 1]
If I was alone...
I would be happier...than I am...
But i'd hate everything about it...
I guess that's the price, we pay, for comfort.
[orchestral build up]
(echos)
[pre-chorus]
But im unsure...things don't feel quite right.
In this darkened world I need....to find...my, light.
[Heavy Chorus]
I'm so confused, I don't know what I want.
Do I wanna be alone or do I want someone to hold.
Oh, my mind is entagled...I need to figure out what I want...
before I hit a wall and. just. stop. moving.
[music cut out]
[Verse 2]
If I wasn't alone...
I might be happier...than I am now...
But I might hate everything....about it...
I guess that's the price we pay for love.
[orchestral build up]
[pre-chorus]
But im unsure...things don't feel quite right.
In this darkened world I need....to find...my light.
[Heavy Chorus]
I'm so confused, I don't know what I want.
Do I wanna be alone or do I want someone to hold.
Oh, my mind is entagled...I need to figure out what I want...
before I hit a wall and. just. stop. moving.
[music cut out]
[slow build up haunting echos]
[orchestral breakdown]
I don't know what I want...I don't know what I need.
I'm lost in thought trying to figure out what I seek.
[Build up]
[Climax]
[Heavy Chorus]
I'm so confused, I don't know what I want.
Do I wanna be alone or do I want someone to hold.
Oh, my mind is entagled...I need to figure out what I want...
before I hit a wall and. just. stop. moving.
I try, I try, I cant face myself, I cant face my thoughts or the decline of my mental health...
[Outro]
[Fade out]
[slow whisper]
I cant face myself...
I...cant...face...myself...
[fade out]
[end]
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