Confused

(echoes) [slow intro] [orchestral introduction] [Verse 1] If I was alone... I would be happier...than I am... But i'd hate everything about it... I guess that's the price, we pay, for comfort. [orchestral build up] (echos) [pre-chorus] But im unsure...things don't feel quite right. In this darkened world I need....to find...my, light. [Heavy Chorus] I'm so confused, I don't know what I want. Do I wanna be alone or do I want someone to hold. Oh, my mind is entagled...I need to figure out what I want... before I hit a wall and. just. stop. moving. [music cut out] [Verse 2] If I wasn't alone... I might be happier...than I am now... But I might hate everything....about it... I guess that's the price we pay for love. [orchestral build up] [pre-chorus] But im unsure...things don't feel quite right. In this darkened world I need....to find...my light. [Heavy Chorus] I'm so confused, I don't know what I want. Do I wanna be alone or do I want someone to hold. Oh, my mind is entagled...I need to figure out what I want... before I hit a wall and. just. stop. moving. [music cut out] [slow build up haunting echos] [orchestral breakdown] I don't know what I want...I don't know what I need. I'm lost in thought trying to figure out what I seek. [Build up] [Climax] [Heavy Chorus] I'm so confused, I don't know what I want. Do I wanna be alone or do I want someone to hold. Oh, my mind is entagled...I need to figure out what I want... before I hit a wall and. just. stop. moving. I try, I try, I cant face myself, I cant face my thoughts or the decline of my mental health... [Outro] [Fade out] [slow whisper] I cant face myself... I...cant...face...myself... [fade out] [end] [end] [end]