The lie

(Verse 1) Late nights, I wonder why Dad left us all behind Mom, bro, sis, and I Was it selfishness or pride? Before he said his last goodbye Left us to wrestle with the tide These thoughts keep me up at night Can't escape, can't find the light (Chorus) Struggling just to clear my mind Wishing for some peace to find Lost in life's sad melodies Questioning if I'm meant to be (Verse 2) Hanging on, by a thread Singing sorrow, feeling dead In this world, where do I fit? Tell me I'm worth it, I'll admit Thoughts of letting go persist Me and the void, we coexist It's my sanctuary, my abyss Where I find solace in the midst (Chorus) Struggling just to clear my mind Wishing for some peace to find Lost in life's sad melodies Questioning if I'm meant to be