Heart Beater [FV]

[Verse 1] As I try to fall asleep, My heart beat goes to deep, Beating at my brain, so fast, Maybe have I gone insane? What do I even want, If I am the only one fallen in love? [Chorus] So maybe is time for a little change, Maybe I am ashamed, That I fought so hard over and over, Trying to hold a tight rope slowly snapping, Is probably time I'll fall down then, So at least one of us can find happiness, That one of us so deserve? [Verse 2] Maybe their friends were right, To stop trying and leave them alone, Maybe mine were right too, To stop prolonging our existence, So maybe my gut and heart wants to go, I desperately want to work, But on days like these I dance alone, Slow dancing in the rain, [Chorus] So maybe is time for a little change, Maybe I am ashamed, That I fought so hard over and over, Trying to hold a tight rope slowly snapping, Is probably time I'll fall down then, So at least one of us can find happiness, That one of us so deserve? But everyone deserves time, Yet we were so different when the time came, In the past it was an opportunity, But today it was a guilt ridden shame, So what is there to feel ashamed by? If you just listen to what your heart tells, [Outro] But even as I try to sleep, I only have one thought, But am I the same thought? I became one only through the thought of loss, But I am not someone that can rewrite my faith, It felt like I was always meant to lose, To be a friend and nothing more, So why did it felt like, that I only tried, I guess my best trait and behavior, Is my worst time and tries for me, So let me have it once, Certainty and hope for a future...