Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Sitting at dark and sad midnight
Wishing my life to become bright (bright, bright)
Just want to know, why things went so wrong
Feeling like I'm stuck in some sad song (sad song)
[Pre-Chorus]
Longing for times, I've never lived in
Depressing false nostalgia stuck within (stuck within)
Living in the pipe dreams, every time fooling myself
Seeing my life as a full of sad stories bookshelf (shelf, shelf)
[Chorus]
Trapped in this painful, exhausting thoughts bog (bog, bog)
Can't feel any joy being in that sorrow fog
I'm seeking for an exit, wishing to escape this awful place (awful place)
And forget about all that terrible and unpleasant disgrace
[Verse 2]
My shattered hopes and sweet dreams
That I just need to forget, it seems (it seems)
'Cause I don't know how I will
Make my sincere wishes fulfill (wishes fulfill)
[Pre-Chorus]
Every day is the same old and sad thing
Tired of feeling myself like I'm losers' king (losers' king)
Tired of seeing things, that make me feel sad
Can't figure out why my life is so bad (bad, bad)
[Chorus]
Trapped in this painful, exhausting thoughts bog (bog, bog)
Can't feel any joy being in that sorrow fog
I'm seeking for an exit, wishing to escape this awful place (awful place)
And forget about all that terrible and unpleasant disgrace
[Verse 3]
I just want to live a normal, pleasant and interesting life
Don't want to feel that mental pain, that hurts me like a knife (like a knife)
Can't see any hope being in that despondency mist
Watching opportunities I've, unfortunately, missed (missed, missed)
[Pre-Chorus]
Hearing echoes of happy memories that were never real
Lying at the bottom of life, seeing my unachievable ideal (ideal, ideal)
Just want to give up, screw that all
Feeling so helpless and small (small, small)
[Chorus]
Trapped in this painful, exhausting thoughts bog (bog, bog)
Can't feel any joy being in that sorrow fog
I'm seeking for an exit, wishing to escape this awful place (awful place)
And forget about all that terrible and unpleasant disgrace
Trapped in this painful, exhausting thoughts bog (bog, bog)
Can't feel any joy being in that sorrow fog
I'm seeking for an exit, wishing to escape this awful place (awful place)
And forget about all that terrible and unpleasant disgrace
[Instrumental Outro]
[Calm Instrumental Outro]
[Slow fade out effect]