why always me.

I know what I need to do, still ain't doing it I know all the pros and cons, still ain't doing it What is wrong with me, why has God made me this way? (rap section) Dude! You are just lazy, no I'm not, it's all in my head Voices keep on battling, wishing I could lay in bed Procrastination demon, got me feeling paralyzed Dreams slipping through my fingers, as I'm stuck here hypnotized Wanna break the cycle, but I'm caught up in the trap Motivation in the distance, always seeming to unwrap Every time I take a step, I feel the weight, it pulls me back Like a ghost that's haunting me, in this endless loop I lack (chorus) I'm standing at the edge, looking for a sign Trying to find the courage, to make this life mine Fighting with my shadows, trying to break free The struggle's real, but I know I hold the key (verse) Every day's a battle, with the person in the mirror Trying to find my purpose, but it never gets clearer Doubts and fears, they whisper, "You'll never make it through" But deep inside, I know there's nothing I can't do I'm stronger than I realize, tougher than I seem Gotta dig down deep, ignite that inner beam No more hesitation, it's time to make a move Step into the light, got nothing to lose (chorus)