Lyrics
[Instrumental Intro]
[Verse 1]
Smiling on the surface, masking what's unseen
Body's going numb, a dam against the stream
Wish I could escape this, find a place to hide
But now I'm sad and worries pile, and my burdens multiply
[Pre-Chorus]
Hear whispers in my head, telling me I'm wrong
Wish I could just crawl back, where I truly belong
I just wanna end this loud and nagging song
[Chorus]
This, this feeling's got me shaking like a ticking bomb
I, I gotta shout and let the world know I'm gone
I, I gotta swallow it, keep it all disguised
Just, just deal with it, it's me with these tired eyes
[Verse 2]
Smiling on the surface, but inside feels like a war
Body's on autopilot, voice shaky as before
Wish I could explain it, make them understand
But these losing battles, they're out of my control
[Pre-Chorus]
Friends are looking worried, asking if I'm fine
Doubts like shadows whisper, lost within my mind
Fake it 'til I make it, I'll get through the grind
[Chorus]
This, this feeling's got me shaking like a ticking bomb
I, I gotta shout and let the world know I'm gone
I, I gotta swallow it, keep it all disguised
Just, just deal with it, it's me with these tired eyes
[Outro]
Just, just deal with it
Deal with it
[Verse 2]
Smiling on the surface, but inside feels like a war
Body's on autopilot, voice shaky as before
Wish I could explain it, make them understand
But these losing battles, they're out of my command
[Pre-Chorus]
Friends are looking worried, asking if I'm fine
Doubts like shadows whisper, lost within my mind
Fake it 'til I make it, I'll get through the grind
[Chorus]
This, this feeling's got me shaking like a ticking bomb
I, I gotta shout and let the world know I'm gone
I, I gotta swallow it, keep it all disguised
Just, just deal with it, it's me with these tired eyes
[Outro]
Just, just deal with it
Deal with it
