mean it

[Intro With Bass and Battery fading in] [Verse 1] Texting acquaintances, trying to fit in They ask me "where's your boyfriend", I struggle with it I tell them he's on college, and they laugh at me [Verse 2] I promise forever, I'll see you again I promise a future, we'd never forget But these empty words, they just pollute me [Verse 3] And I made them believe That I'm all that he needs But my heart's not in it And my words lose all their meaning [Chorus] Saying things I don't mean, he says "Am I boring" I just try to save it, but I fail, then try to ignore it It's a weird situation, then try to make a diversion I end up bottling emotions, up Trust me I didn't, mean it [Verse 4] My friends thought of confronting me While our relation was messy But now I'm stagnant and I can't think [Chorus] Saying things I don't mean, he says "Am I boring" I just try to save it, but I fail, then try to ignore it It's a weird situation, then try to make a diversion I end up bottling emotions, up Trust me I didn't, mean it [Verse 5] And I made them believe That I'm all that he needs But my heart's not in it And my words lose all their meaning [Chorus] Saying things I don't mean, he says "Am I boring" I just try to save it, but I fail, then try to ignore it It's a weird situation, then try to make a diversion I end up bottling emotions, up Trust me I didn't, mean it [Bridge] "Love of my life", you think it is a prank "Dude we are done" you think I'm serious "I can't with this", you think I'm laughing "I feel too cold", so you just tell me to deal with it Why? Can't you see the meaning of Words? Can't you think I would never Fly? Away from you-ohh Why? Can't you see the meaning of Words? Can't you think I would never Fly? Away from you-ohh [Instrumental] [Chorus] Saying things I don't mean, he says "Am I boring" I just try to save it, but I fail, then try to ignore it It's a weird situation, then try to make a diversion I end up bottling emotions, up Trust me I didn't, mean it [Outro] (mean it, mean it, mean it, mean it) (mean it, mean it, mean it, mean it) [Ending]