The Cold Darkness of Anxiety

Light surrounds me like sunshine I can see the whole cosmos I hear laughter and cries All-seeing like Panopton Blinded by a fiery light, millions of years pass by Everyone's thoughts enter my mind through telepathy I want to see less I want to hear less I want to feel less I want to remember less Omniscience, what a curse, make it stop! The totality of knowledge, all in my mind Like all my clothings in a tiny bag I want to forget, I want to be empty Get away from here, erase my memories I don't want to live forever I'd prefer living in ignorance But I have no choice