Soulless body

after a long time I want to talk about it. About a dream that has been in my mind and heart for years, but I can't stop it anymore. Then who? I was destroyed enough from the inside. This is what I am looking for. It's like I haven't had it for years I feel like I experienced it, but I don't remember. I want to live again (again) and feel it. Maybe one day I'll experience it, maybe then I'll just be a soulless body that no longer feels. Mmmmmmmm So, of course, this is my feel. I want to be free (I want). Free like a colorful bird. I want to be free (I want to) the freedom so free that i can fly, yeah, (fly) This dream is always in my mind and I sleep thinking about it every night. When I count the stars, I close my eyes and feel it. (I feel it)