Lyrics
[Verse]
What have I done?
Throw away the life I have
On the run
Not a man, but a boy without a plan
Selfish decisions
Cutting my indecision
It's costing me
Everything
Reacting
Retracting as I look away
Perfecting
A life I'm fleeing the other way
I'm the worst kind of person
I blame those I worsen
I can't help it at all
What was done to me, now I've become
[Chorus]
I'm sorry,
for the way I am
I'm not a man, I'm manic
Crying as l panic
Running on automatic
I'm ecstatic for the moment
I need to grow up
Show up
Be the best I can be
ohhhhhh
Lord set me free
ohhhhhh
Lord set me free
ohhhhhh
I need to change and be the man I need to be
[Verse]
I've really gone and done it this time
No mistakes can rationalize what's in my mind
I've hit and run my insides
Driving by
I'm a slide ride over into another timeline
I hate the way I go about these feelings
I'm not dealing with emotions
I need a love potion
I can't love myself
I can't love myself
Can't grow enough
Can't shake this feeling....
[Chorus]
I'm sorry,
for the way I am
I'm not a man, I'm manic
Crying as l panic
Running on automatic
I'm ecstatic for the moment
I need to grow up
Show up
Be the best I can be
ohhhhhh
Lord set me free
ohhhhhh
Lord set me free
ohhhhhh
I need to change and be the man I need to be
[Verse]
I've really gone and done it this time
No mistakes can rationalize what's in my mind
I've hit and run my insides
Driving by
I'm a slide ride over into another timeline
I hate the way I go about these feelings
I'm not dealing with emotions
I need a love potion
I can't love myself
I can't love myself
Can't grow enough
Can't shake this feeling....
[Chorus]
I'm sorry,
for the way I am
I'm not a man, I'm manic
Crying as l panic
Running on automatic
I'm ecstatic for the moment
I need to grow up
Show up
Be the best I can be
ohhhhhh
Lord set me free
ohhhhhh
Lord set me free
ohhhhhh
I need to change and be the man I need to be