I Need to Grow Up

[Verse] What have I done? Throw away the life I have On the run Not a man, but a boy without a plan Selfish decisions Cutting my indecision It's costing me Everything Reacting Retracting as I look away Perfecting A life I'm fleeing the other way I'm the worst kind of person I blame those I worsen I can't help it at all What was done to me, now I've become [Chorus] I'm sorry, for the way I am I'm not a man, I'm manic Crying as l panic Running on automatic I'm ecstatic for the moment I need to grow up Show up Be the best I can be ohhhhhh Lord set me free ohhhhhh Lord set me free ohhhhhh I need to change and be the man I need to be [Verse] I've really gone and done it this time No mistakes can rationalize what's in my mind I've hit and run my insides Driving by I'm a slide ride over into another timeline I hate the way I go about these feelings I'm not dealing with emotions I need a love potion I can't love myself I can't love myself Can't grow enough Can't shake this feeling.... [Chorus] I'm sorry, for the way I am I'm not a man, I'm manic Crying as l panic Running on automatic I'm ecstatic for the moment I need to grow up Show up Be the best I can be ohhhhhh Lord set me free ohhhhhh Lord set me free ohhhhhh I need to change and be the man I need to be [Verse] I've really gone and done it this time No mistakes can rationalize what's in my mind I've hit and run my insides Driving by I'm a slide ride over into another timeline I hate the way I go about these feelings I'm not dealing with emotions I need a love potion I can't love myself I can't love myself Can't grow enough Can't shake this feeling.... [Chorus] I'm sorry, for the way I am I'm not a man, I'm manic Crying as l panic Running on automatic I'm ecstatic for the moment I need to grow up Show up Be the best I can be ohhhhhh Lord set me free ohhhhhh Lord set me free ohhhhhh I need to change and be the man I need to be