My betrayal

(Verse 1) Thirty pieces of silver, a price for my soul's despair A flicker of doubt, a seed of anger, a burden I couldn't bear I saw the miracles, heard the teachings, felt the power in His voice But pride built its fortress, my heart remained cold, a desolate choice (Chorus) Oh, the weight of betrayal, it hangs heavy on my soul A shadow of darkness, a story forever told I thought I was saving Him, from a crown of thorns and pain But in my twisted logic, I brought Him to the rain (Verse 2) I watched Him heal the sick, I heard Him speak of love and grace Yet my own wounds festered, I yearned for a different place A place where power resided, where I could control the tide But He spoke of humility, a truth I couldn't hide (Chorus) Oh, the weight of betrayal, it hangs heavy on my soul A shadow of darkness, a story forever told I thought I was saving Him, from a crown of thorns and pain But in my twisted logic, I brought Him to the rain (Bridge) I saw Him enter Jerusalem, a king on a humble beast And a storm raged within me, a longing for vengeance, a twisted feast The whispers of the Pharisees, the doubts I couldn't quell Led me to the garden, where my love for Him fell (Chorus) Oh, the weight of betrayal, it hangs heavy on my soul A shadow of darkness, a story forever told I thought I was saving Him, from a crown of thorns and pain But in my twisted logic, I brought Him to the rain (Outro) The blood money, a curse on my name, a life I could not redeem Lost in the darkness, forever seeking, a love that I couldn't glean Forgive me, Lord, for the path I chose, the darkness I embraced May Your grace reach down to me, in this unforgiving space. Now I walk in the shadows, haunted by guilt The price of my betrayal, a lesson I've built For the love of a Master, can't be bought with a cost And the kingdom of heaven, for me, is forever lost.