Lyrics
(Verse 1)
Thirty pieces of silver, a price for my soul's despair
A flicker of doubt, a seed of anger, a burden I couldn't bear
I saw the miracles, heard the teachings, felt the power in His voice
But pride built its fortress, my heart remained cold, a desolate choice
(Chorus)
Oh, the weight of betrayal, it hangs heavy on my soul
A shadow of darkness, a story forever told
I thought I was saving Him, from a crown of thorns and pain
But in my twisted logic, I brought Him to the rain
(Verse 2)
I watched Him heal the sick, I heard Him speak of love and grace
Yet my own wounds festered, I yearned for a different place
A place where power resided, where I could control the tide
But He spoke of humility, a truth I couldn't hide
(Chorus)
Oh, the weight of betrayal, it hangs heavy on my soul
A shadow of darkness, a story forever told
I thought I was saving Him, from a crown of thorns and pain
But in my twisted logic, I brought Him to the rain
(Bridge)
I saw Him enter Jerusalem, a king on a humble beast
And a storm raged within me, a longing for vengeance, a twisted feast
The whispers of the Pharisees, the doubts I couldn't quell
Led me to the garden, where my love for Him fell
(Chorus)
Oh, the weight of betrayal, it hangs heavy on my soul
A shadow of darkness, a story forever told
I thought I was saving Him, from a crown of thorns and pain
But in my twisted logic, I brought Him to the rain
(Outro)
The blood money, a curse on my name, a life I could not redeem
Lost in the darkness, forever seeking, a love that I couldn't glean
Forgive me, Lord, for the path I chose, the darkness I embraced
May Your grace reach down to me, in this unforgiving space.
Now I walk in the shadows, haunted by guilt
The price of my betrayal, a lesson I've built
For the love of a Master, can't be bought with a cost
And the kingdom of heaven, for me, is forever lost.
