Anxiety

adversity is something that I give myself, as the feeling that creeps inside makes me shiver and shake, in front of others, I don't really like to be, public speaking is terrifying to me I feel like i don't fit in, like i'm a stranger in my own body, there's a pit within, is it apparent, this feeling I embody? [chorus] ooohhhh why do I do this to me? (do this to me) oooo yeahhhh Why can't I can't I let myself be? (let myself be) Is it me that they are staring at? (staring at) is it time to leave? I better check that. oooooo mmm yeah ooohhhh why do I do this to me? (do this to me) oooo yeahhhh Why can't I can't I let myself be? (let myself be) Is it me that they are staring at? (staring at) is it time to leave? I better check that. oooooo mmm yeah what's it like to be normal? I guess I'll never know it just goes to show that i'm not in control (not in control) maybe I can change (maybe I can change) but today i can't leave this place I don't mean to ghost (I don't mean to ghost) but I can't leave my house ooohhhh why do I do this to me? (do this to me) oooo yeahhhh Why can't I can't I let myself be? (let myself be) Is it me that they are staring at? (staring at) is it time to leave? I better check that. oooooo mmm yeah ooohhhh why do I do this to me? (do this to me) oooo yeahhhh Why can't I can't I let myself be? (let myself be) Is it me that they are staring at? (staring at) is it time to leave? I better check that. oooooo mmm yeah