Lyrics
**Verse 1:**
Feeling like a monster's in my closet,
Tiptoeing 'round, opening, trying to pause it,
But the beast is in my mind, eating sense away,
Ravaging my thoughts, night and day.
**Verse 2:**
There's a ledge, got me feeling like I might jump,
No edge to see, just darkness in a lump,
Suddenly drowning, clutching at the waves,
But the straws I grab burn, leaving me in a daze.
**Chorus:**
Stabbed in the back, no knife in sight,
Tidal waves sweep my mind, day and night,
Restless soul, thinking won’t find peace,
In this battle, my mind’s the only beast.
**Verse 3:**
Lonely in a crowd, not alone but so lost,
In society’s gaze, I’m paying the cost,
See my hands, but my feet are gone,
See my feet, but my hands move on.
**Chorus:**
Stabbed in the back, no knife in sight,
Tidal waves sweep my mind, day and night,
Restless soul, thinking won’t find peace,
In this battle, my mind’s the only beast.
**Bridge:**
Should it come to pass? My comeuppance,
Does sin have a weight? Heavy without substance,
Trudging through thoughts, demons in my fort,
Suppressing fire, hiding in my court.
**Verse 4:**
Will it be? Clutching hope so tight,
Airy and thin, but my heart feels right,
Days go by, I learn to cope,
**Verse 4:**
Will it be? Clutching hope so tight,
Airy and thin, but my heart feels right,
Days go by, I learn to cope,
With the end in sight, I walk this road of hope.
**Chorus:**
Stabbed in the back, no knife in sight,
Tidal waves sweep my mind, day and night,
Restless soul, thinking won’t find peace,
In this battle, my mind’s the only beast.
**Outro:**
Muster up my coat, journey on with hope,
Through the darkest nights, learning to cope,
Every step, a battle, but I won’t mope,
In this endless fight, I find my scope.