Lyrics
Staring at my books, but they're staring back,
Conversations in my head, it's like an endless chat.
"Hey, you gonna study?" my friend's voice chimes,
"Nah, not today," I reply, like a hundred times.
I wanna hit the books, but my mind's a mess,
Caught in this funk, can't shake off the stress.
Got a to-do list longer than a mile,
But all I wanna do is chill for a while.
Open up the book, but my phone's giving stares,
One sentence in, and it feels like it dares.
With notifications buzzing, it's a digital call,
Can't seem to focus, like I'm bound to fall.
I wanna hit the books, but my mind's a mess,
Caught in this funk, can't shake off the stress.
Got a to-do list longer than a mile,
But all I wanna do is chill for a while.
I tell myself to focus, but it's all in vain,
Every attempt to study feels like a chain.
Stuck in my own head, can't break free from the doubt,
It's a solo struggle, I can't figure out.
Just need a B to get a B, that's all I need,
Time for a nap, feels like I've got class indeed.
Confident in what I know, feeling fine,
But as I hit the books, panic grips my mind.
I wanna hit the books, but my mind's a mess,
Caught in this funk, can't shake off the stress
Got a to-do list longer than a mile,
But all I wanna do is chill for a while.
(Bridge)
Desperately scoop the knowledge, again and again,
Maybe it'll stick, despite the strain.
I guess I'll be okay with a C,
C is for passing, it's enough for me.
(Outro)
Why do I always wait until it's too late?
Why do I put myself in this state?
I don't know, I don't know,
Caught in this cycle, can't seem to let go.
I tell myself I'll never do this, only to be disappointed again.
