"Addicted to the Chaos"

(Verse 1) Yo, it's like a rollercoaster, a whirlwind affair, Caught up in this madness, can't breathe no air. Love turned sour, like venom in my veins, Toxicity running deep, driving me insane. Started out sweet, like honey in the sun, But now it's bitter, battles we've begun. Arguments escalating, words like knives they cut, In this toxic love, trapped in this rut. (Chorus) In this toxic relationship, can't find my way, Lost in the darkness, night turns to day. Every word's a weapon, every touch a burn, But I keep coming back, can't seem to learn. (Verse 2) Caught in a cycle, highs and lows, Promises broken, shattered like glass it goes. Emotions run wild, like a runaway train, But I'm addicted to the pain, can't break the chain. Thoughts of leaving, but I can't let go, Hooked on the drama, drowning in the undertow. Every kiss tainted, every hug a lie, But still, I cling on, don't know why. (Chorus) In this toxic relationship, can't find my way, Lost in the darkness, night turns to day. Every word's a weapon, every touch a burn, But I keep coming back, can't seem to learn. (Bridge) Toxic love, poison in my veins, But addicted to the chaos, can't break these chains. Every fight, every tear, every scream, But in this toxic dance, I'm lost in the dream. (Chorus) In this toxic relationship, can't find my way, Lost in the darkness, night turns to day. Every word's a weapon, every touch a burn, But I keep coming back, can't seem to learn. (Outro) Trapped in this toxic love, can't break free, But one day, I'll find the strength, just wait and see. Until then, I'll keep fighting, in this toxic embrace, Hoping for salvation, in this chaotic space.