Forty and Falling

[Verse] Forty's here feeling lost Kids screaming just to drive Stress weighs heavy like a chain Anxiety won't let me thrive [Verse 2] Job I hate but can't lose Clock ticking boss in sight Worried laugh stuck in my throat Counting hours through the night [Chorus] Falling down I'm falling free Life's a weight that's crushing me Hold on tight or let it go Forty years and still don't know [Verse 3] Bills pile up pressing tight Dreams fading out of sight Chasing shadows nine to five Struggle just to stay alive [Verse 4] Broken promises in my head Silent screams left unsaid Barely standing on thin ice In this world cold as ice [Bridge] Empty eyes in the mirror Fading hope growing clearer Life's a battle daily fight Will I make it through the night