My ex is an AV actress

[Verse] She reigns supreme in the photo studio, Makeup on point, body just like whoa, Every piece she creates is utterly wild, But I know, she’s just not my style. Her world's a stage, full of flashing lights, Surrounded by followers all through the night, Though fame surrounds her wherever she goes, I realize, it's not what I chose. [Verse 2] Crowned yet lacking a queen’s essence, Her daring shots make a bold presence, Captivating many, but not capturing me, What I cherish, she just can't be. [Chorus] Under the spotlight, she’s flawlessly bold, Every pose a sight to behold, For money, she'd flirt in myriad ways, But to me, it's never quite sways. She could captivate any viewer's eyes, Her allure unmatched by any disguise, Yet her world's too fake, too superficial, For me, reality weighs official. [Verse] I'm searching for connections that are deep, Not just the surface flash, the beauty steep, The love I want hides in the mundane, In real life, where true miracles remain. Her life shines brilliantly, a spectacle to all, But I crave a meaning that's not just gall, When the show ends, the crowd disappears, Leaving just me, pursuing my own frontiers. [Verse 3] Behind the glamour, there’s a tale untold, Behind the smiles, a heart that’s cold. She dances through life, each step a show, But beneath the mask, does she even know? Lost in a world where the fake is prized, True feelings and fears, neatly disguised. A princess in public, alone in the dark, Chasing shadows that miss the mark. [Verse 4] Her laughter echoes, but it’s empty inside, Surrounded by many, yet no place to confide. Selling dreams in the flash of her eyes, But what’s the worth when the dreamer cries? Searching for more than what meets the eye, Beyond the facade, beyond the high. Looking for substance in a land of pretense, Seeking truth in the past tense. [Chorus] She’s the star everyone knows, Striking a pose, in designer clothes. But the glitter doesn’t fool me anymore, I’m looking for the real, the sure. Her charm is vast, her world is wide, But I can't wander on her stage side. She’s the dream of many, but not my quest, In simplicity, my heart finds rest. [Outro] Now I step back, take a different path, From the studio lights to the aftermath. Seeking solace where the quiet whispers, Finding peace away from the glitz and shimmers. Her story continues in the spotlight’s glow, But I walk away, letting go. For the heart I seek isn't found in the crowd, It's in the silence, far from the loud.