Lyrics
Split apart and torn in half but yet I've still grown
Becoming someone different than I've ever known
Don't let them say new love replaces pain
They can co-exist forever and not be the same
What I was before is not who I am now
Trying to be positive while living in hell somehow
It's an endless battle over your soul
If complete and utter chaos is really your goal
(Chorus) I cannot possibly know what your motivations were
You refuse to tell me the truth, all the details are a blur
My mind goes crazy searching for details to leak
I guess I will never find the closure I still seek
So I try to turn the page and focus on fun
Turns out that is easier said than done
I do have a new life to look to the future for
Can I just steer the ship away from the rocky shores?
I have the heart and love from someone perfect for me
It's crazy to think in a year how different things could be
I've made the changes required personally
If I want to move away from the pain and be a better me
(Chorus) I cannot possibly know what your motivations were
You refuse to tell me the truth, all the details are a blur
My mind goes crazy searching for details to leak
I guess I will never find the closure I still seek
What the hell do I know about any of this?
I was the moron who still thought he had wedded bliss
I can't pretend that I am right all the time
And despite the rest of this I don't mean to whine
Improvement, introspection and reflection I crave
Committed on working on all this until I'm in the grave
It's not that I look back and no longer care
It's that I look back and my heart is no longer there
(Chorus) I cannot possibly know what your motivations were
You refuse to tell me the truth, all the details are a blur
My mind goes crazy searching for details to leak
I guess I will never find the closure I still seek
A different me, I'm a different me
A different me, I'm a different me
A different me, I'm a different me
I'm a DIFFERENT ME!!!
