A Different Me (The Search for Closure)

Split apart and torn in half but yet I've still grown Becoming someone different than I've ever known Don't let them say new love replaces pain They can co-exist forever and not be the same What I was before is not who I am now Trying to be positive while living in hell somehow It's an endless battle over your soul If complete and utter chaos is really your goal (Chorus) I cannot possibly know what your motivations were You refuse to tell me the truth, all the details are a blur My mind goes crazy searching for details to leak I guess I will never find the closure I still seek So I try to turn the page and focus on fun Turns out that is easier said than done I do have a new life to look to the future for Can I just steer the ship away from the rocky shores? I have the heart and love from someone perfect for me It's crazy to think in a year how different things could be I've made the changes required personally If I want to move away from the pain and be a better me (Chorus) I cannot possibly know what your motivations were You refuse to tell me the truth, all the details are a blur My mind goes crazy searching for details to leak I guess I will never find the closure I still seek What the hell do I know about any of this? I was the moron who still thought he had wedded bliss I can't pretend that I am right all the time And despite the rest of this I don't mean to whine Improvement, introspection and reflection I crave Committed on working on all this until I'm in the grave It's not that I look back and no longer care It's that I look back and my heart is no longer there (Chorus) I cannot possibly know what your motivations were You refuse to tell me the truth, all the details are a blur My mind goes crazy searching for details to leak I guess I will never find the closure I still seek A different me, I'm a different me A different me, I'm a different me A different me, I'm a different me I'm a DIFFERENT ME!!!