When I Was 14

[Verse] When I was 14 Mom came down the stairs Little drunk off dreams Jumped out gave her a scare [Verse 2] She looked me in the eyes Said wish you were a baby Back when love was our skies Now it all feels so hazy [Chorus] A little messed up in my head Words she said to me Can't forget the dread Stuck like a memory [Verse 3] Nights get a little colder Thoughts keep me awake Wishing I was older So my heart wouldn't break [Bridge] She didn’t mean to harm But the words they stung From the warmth of her arms To the cold when I was young [Chorus] A little messed up in my head Words she said to me Can't forget the dread Stuck like a memory