A Million Miles Away

[Verse] Wake up early Tired eyes Another night of baby cries Changing diapers Feeding time Sleep deprivation Losing my mind Messes on the floor Toys everywhere Trying to keep calm But I'm tearing my hair Both hands full Can't catch a break Feeling like I'm drowning in this parent lake [Verse 2] Sippy cups and bedtime fights Trying to keep the peace But it never feels right The house is chaos No time for me Lost my identity Who am I supposed to be? [Chorus] When the world's asleep I'm wide awake, Thoughts slip through my hands Can't remember who I am [Verse 3] Laundry piles high, dishes in the sink Barely have a moment to think Phone's ringing loud, messages to read Always on the go, no time to breathe Baby's laughter, it keeps me going But inside, the stress is growing Want to be the best, but I feel so weak Trying to find the strength that I seek [Bridge] It's the middle of the night Feeling in too deep Echoes of my past Keep calling me A time before this A time for just me [Synth Instrumental Bridge] [Instrumental Outro] Self-love is what everyone talks about But all I feel is just burnt out I love my baby I'm gonna be fine But man All I want is time By myself To rest Just me