how i feel

My soul feels like a soup Hot and warm My body feels like cement Tough and hard to break My brain is like a library Filled with know how and Knowledge of the world. But My Thoughts are like a Prison. Isolating and scary Never knowing when I will see the sun. Never being able to feel Okay. My relationships are like Two giant ships passing in The moonlight. Seeing each other and greeting but Keeping the distance. My heart is like a vault Locked tightly so i don't get hurt. My existence is like a ghost I am here and i see everything But words fall through me. My feet are my key to leaving the Bad thoughts behind. . My life is like a book. I am full of information And cautionary tales. My Life is like a boundless field Being able to run free.