Lyrics
**(Verse 1)**
Yo, it's hard to believe, still feels like a dream,
Lost my brother, my partner, my team,
We were tight like family, thicker than blood,
Now the memories haunt me, like a never-ending flood.
Remember the days we used to run the streets,
Late nights, long talks, nothing could beat,
The bond we shared, the plans we made,
Now I'm standing here alone, in the cold shade.
**(Chorus)**
This is my first goodbye, it cuts so deep,
Lost a piece of my heart, now I can't sleep,
You're gone, but the memories never die,
In my heart, you'll live on, this is our first goodbye.
**(Hook)**
First goodbye, tears in my eyes,
Holding on to the past, under these dark skies,
Wish you were here, still by my side,
In this world without you, trying to survive.
**(Verse 2)**
Every step I take, I feel your ghost,
In every shadow, you're the one I miss most,
We had dreams, we had plans, now they’re all gone,
But I’ll carry you with me, as I try to move on.
Life ain't fair, it took you too soon,
Now I’m left with these scars, howling at the moon,
We faced it all together, now I'm here alone,
In this cold, harsh world, feeling like a stone.
**(Chorus)**
This is my first goodbye, it cuts so deep,
Lost a piece of my heart, now I can't sleep,
You're gone, but the memories never die,
In my heart, you'll live on, this is our first goodbye.
**(Hook)**
First goodbye, tears in my eyes,
Holding on to the past, under these dark skies,
Wish you were here, still by my side,
In this world without you, trying to survive.
**(Bridge)**
Every time I laugh, every time I cry,
I see your face, hear your voice, asking why,
Why'd you have to leave, why'd you have to go,
Left me here broken, with a heart full of woe.
**(Verse 3)**
I'll keep your spirit alive, through the stories I tell,
In every beat of my heart, every sound of the bell,
You were more than a friend, you were my brother,
Now I'm living this life, trying to recover.
I’ll hold on to the good times, the laughter we shared,
In my soul, your memory’s always there,
Though it’s my first goodbye, it won’t be my last,
Till we meet again, in the future or the past.
**(Chorus)**
This is my first goodbye, it cuts so deep,
Lost a piece of my heart, now I can't sleep,
You're gone, but the memories never die,
In my heart, you'll live on, this is our first goodbye.
**(Hook)**
First goodbye, tears in my eyes,
Holding on to the past, under these dark skies,
Wish you were here, still by my side,
In this world without you, trying to survive.
**(Outro)**
So I'll raise a toast, to the times we had,
Celebrate your life, through the good and the bad,
Though it’s my first goodbye, I’ll keep you alive,
In my heart, forever, your spirit will thrive.