Lyrics
[Intro]
[Verse]
It was a Saaturdaay.
I woke up moody, you didn't know what to say.
Months worth of laundry, stagnant energy.
[Verse]
You've always been so kind. Cooking, cleaning, clearing the space.
So thoughtful, loving, patient with my pace.
You tried to lift me up, but this time was a waste.
I tried to warn you, love, I just needed my space.
[Chorus]
You don't get to pick and choose,
Which parts of me you win or lose,
A relationship is a package deal,
This comes with baggage hard to heal.
I've done some shit, heavy deal breakers
Forgiven, except when you're triggered.
9 years deep, true love that mattered.
Total eclipse, safety is battered.
In less than 1 minute, hearts now shattered.
(oo ooo)
Total eclipse, safety is battered.
In less than 1 minute, hearts now shattered.
(Verse)
This love was the best and worst I've ever known.
Twin flames united, look how much we've grown.
Magical journey at best, toxic at worst.
As far as soulmates, you were my first.
I'm sorry I hurt you, insecurely intrusive.
I've put in the work, yet I'm still abusive?
(Chorus)
You don't get to pick and choose,
Which parts of me you win or lose,
A relationship is a package deal,
This comes with baggage hard to heal.
I've done some shit, heavy deal breakers
Forgiven, except when you're triggered.
9 years deep, true love that mattered.
Total eclipse, safety is battered.
In less than 1 minute, hearts now shattered.
(listen)
(Verse)
You need to know when to give others space.
My shit is not yours to own or embrace.
If you try to help and I'm still staying low.
It's a cue, love, maybe you should go.
But you think you can save everyone in this place.
I tried to warn you, now get out of my face.
(Chorus)
You don't get to pick and choose,
Which parts of me you win or lose,
A relationship is a package deal,
This comes with baggage hard to heal.
I've done some shit, heavy deal breakers
Forgiven, except when you're triggered.
9 years deep, true love that mattered.
Total eclipse, safety is battered.
In less than 1 minute, hearts now shattered.
(Outro)
If this a pattern you try to resist,
Take a look in the mirror, trust, I insist.
It may not be yours to carry or hold,
Love, efforts you've made have truly been bold.
There's only so much you can do or be told.
Before it begins, to turn your heart cold.
(listen)
(Outro)
If this a pattern you try to resist,
Take a look in the mirror, trust, I insist.
It may not be yours to carry or hold,
Love, efforts you've made have truly been bold.
There's only so much you can do or be told.
Before it begins, to turn your heart cold.
(Instrumental bridge)
Take some time to find your path.
From this total eclipse aftermath.
(End)