Heavy Load

[Verse] Say doc sit down Gotta spill my shame Office walls closing in Heartbeat like a train Heavy box in my hands Didn’t look the part Weights hid behind the mask Just like my aching heart [Verse 2] Eyes of my peers Judgment in the air Couldn't break my pride Left me standing there Hands sweating cold Stress pounding my head Felt like a loser Wishing I was dead [Chorus] Why is it so heavy When it looks so light Burden breaks my soul Keeps me up at night Why's it so tough To ask for a hand Doc I'm drowning here In a desert of sand