War in mind

(Verse 1) In the depths of my mind, a fire ignites, The past like a flame, burning me alive. A war rages within, I'm trapped in the fight, Tears streaming down, panic sets in the night. (Chorus) Is this a nightmare, or my own personal hell? I'm lost in the chaos, I can't tell. A war inside my head, my brain explodes, Over the wall, I fall, consumed by the load. (Verse 2) I eat to forget, I sleep to escape, But the pain lingers, my eyes filled with ache. A bottle of whiskey, a desperate plea, Life's a cruel joke, a strange mystery. (Chorus) Is this a nightmare, or my own personal hell? I'm lost in the chaos, I can't tell. A war inside my head, my brain explodes, Over the wall, I fall, consumed by the load. (Bridge) But I won't let them win, I'll fight this war, Inside my mind, I'll walk through the door. To live another day, I must overcome, My mental health, the battle has begun. (Verse 3) I fight for hope, I drop the knife, To stop the bleeding, to save my life. My mind's on fire, help me put out the flame, Tears flow down, a nightmare I can't tame. (Chorus) Is this a nightmare, or my own personal hell? I'm lost in the chaos, I can't tell. A war inside my head, my brain explodes, Over the wall, I fall, consumed by the load. (Outro) A war inside my head, a bloody fight, In my brain, I'll conquer the darkest night. Tears flowing, I fight to stay strong, A war inside my head, where I belong.