Messed it up this time, didn't I?

(Verse 1) Sittin' in this dim-lit bar, with a whiskey in my hand, The weight of the world upon me, feelin' like I can't stand. I took my pain out on you, said things I can't rewind, Now I'm drownin' in regret, tryin' to ease my troubled mind. (Chorus) Bartender, I really did it this time, Let my demons take the lead, didn't mean to cross the line. I'm sorry for the words I said, for the mess I left behind, Bartender, I really did it this time. (Verse 2) I stumbled through the door, with a storm inside my chest, Took a swing at the mirror, couldn't face the woman I'd detest. You tried to calm the tempest, but I wouldn't hear your plea, Now I'm haunted by the damage, and the woman I couldn't be. (Chorus) Bartender, I really did it this time, Let my demons take the lead, didn't mean to cross the line. I'm sorry for the words I chose, for the chaos I designed, Bartender, I really did it this time. (Verse 3) You poured another glass, as I poured out my soul, Tried to drown my sorrows, but they wouldn't let me go. I lashed out in frustration, at the one who cared the most, Now I'm haunted by the memories, of the one I hurt the host. (Verse 4) With every sip, the guilt weighs heavy on my chest, I'm haunted by the hurt I caused, can't seem to find my rest. I wish I could turn back time, undo the words I said, But all I have is this empty glass, and a heart heavy with dread. (Chorus) Bartender, I really did it this time, Let my demons take the lead, didn't mean to cross the line. I'm sorry for the pain I caused, for the wounds I can't define, Bartender, I really did it this time. (Verse 5) As I sit here in this dim-lit bar, with the echoes of my sin, I know I'll carry this burden, until my days grow thin. But I'll raise my glass to forgiveness, and to making things right, Bartender, I'll keep trying, even in the darkest night. [Verse] But I'll raise my glass to forgiveness, and to making things right, Bartender, I'll keep trying, even in the darkest night. (Bridge) In the quiet of this barroom, with shadows all around, I search for redemption, but it's nowhere to be found. Yet I'll keep on reaching, through the darkness of my soul, Hoping someday I'll find peace, and finally feel whole. (chorus) Bartender, I really did it this time. But, they'll be no more chances, that I, will forsake. (chorus) will forsake. [Guitar solo A] [Outro] [Outro]