Letter to whom I left

[Rapped Verse] Yeah, ice on my neck, but somethin' feels off, like chills (brr) Big house partyin', but all I hear is echoes in the halls (damn) Fans screamin', pockets full, but somethin' just ain't fallin' right (uh uh) This for you, the fam I messed up, left in the dark of night (yo) [Instrumental Break] [Rapped Verse] Mansion with pools, but it feels more like a jail Everywhere I look, reminders of what we coulda prevailed (damn) First steps, first words, all a blur in my chasin' fame (damn) Ego trippin', blinded by the lights, built a wall of blame (damn) [Pre-Hook] You deserved a pops, someone you could depend on Not a faded memory on a dusty microphone Wish I could rewind, fix the mess I made, y'know what I'm sayin' But the damage is done, bridges burned, ain't nothin' stayin', son [Hook] They say sorry ain't enough, yeah, I feel you on that (true) These chains can't buy back the moments I missed, lookin' back like a fool, bruh (nah) Haunted by the past, future lookin' gray as asphalt This ain't no apology song, just a letter soaked in regret, splashed on the track [Instrumental Break] [Rapped Verse] To my love, the sunshine in my life, turned to nothin' but rain (faded) Got caught up, zoned out, left you carryin' all the pain (selfish) Single parent hustlin', sleepless nights, you ain't complainin' (respect) Raised a king, a queen, even when my world was drainin' (proud) [Pre-Hook] You deserved a partner, someone to ride with the crew (heavy) Not a broken promise, a chapter ripped out, boo hoo (empty) Wish I could rewind, fix the mess I made, y'know what I'm sayin' (regret) But the damage is done, bridges burned, ain't nothin' stayin', son [Hook] They say sorry ain't enough, yeah, I feel you on that (true) These chains can't buy back the moments I missed, lookin' back like a fool, bruh (nah) Haunted by the past, future lookin' gray as asphalt (drowning) This ain't no apology song, just a letter soaked in regret, splashed on the track (tears) [Instrumental Break] [Bridge] Maybe in another life, I'd choose a different lane (dream) But reality bites, leaves a bitter taste, leaves nothin' to explain (silent) This fame, this fortune, a gilded cage, all in vain (clinking) Can't escape the echoes of what I couldn't maintain [Hook] They say sorry ain't enough, yeah, I feel you on that (true) These chains can't buy back the moments I missed, lookin' back like a fool, bruh (nah) Haunted by the past, future lookin' gray as asphalt (drowning) This ain't no apology song, just a letter soaked in regret, splashed on the track (tears) [Spoken Word] This letter's for you, a tear in the mic (forever) A broken record spinnin', a love that couldn't take flight (faded) [Hook] They say sorry ain't enough, yeah, I feel you on that (true) These chains can't buy back the moments I missed, lookin' back like a fool (bruh) Haunted by the past, future lookin' gray as asphalt (drowning) This ain't no apology song, just a letter soaked in regret, splashed on the track (tears) [Outro Instrumental]