Heavy Heart

[Verse] Wake up alone darkness pulls my skin tight Numbing pain beneath the surface in plain sight Bones ache heart breaks tired of this endless fight [Verse 2] Hours drift slow shadows dance across my mind Thoughts of what was lost what I can never find Gasp for breath yet suffocate left behind [Chorus] Screaming in silence can't numb the pain Every day's a battlefield my soul's in chains No escape from this void driving me insane [Verse 3] Mirror's broken reflecting shattered dreams Bloodshot eyes tell of the haunting screams Nightmares are reality drowning in the streams [Verse 4] Friends are ghosts conversations fade Laughter's gone replaced by this bitter shade Loneliness festers in this cold mental cage [Bridge] Try to claw my way back to the surface again But the weight of my thoughts suffocates till I can't win In this war with myself where do I begin