Whiskey and Whispers

Whiskey and whispers, I lay in your arms, as you gently caress my body. I feel the pleasure and the pain, things we both know too well. You know I love you but still deny it, afraid to admit the truth. At night, when I sneak away, you beg me to stay in your bed, in your heart. You scream and cry, but no tears fall as I push away denying it all, You have my heart, a part of me you won't let go, go, go, and I shout no, no, no. And I beg you not to love me, but you won't listen to stubron to let me go, go, go. When I do find myself lying in your bed, your head on my chest, I close my eyes and picture what it would look like if I stayed, it would be nothing but pain. You make me come back, to your hands, to your touch, I know I shouldn't stay spare your heart, but I can't bring myself to tear this love apart. You scream and cry, but no tears fall as I push away denying it all, You have my heart, a part of me you won't let go, go, go, and I shout no, no, no. And I beg you not to love me, but you won't listen to stubron to let me go, go, go. We both don't know why can't let go, and when we hold each other, I want to turn away acting cold. But I can't bring myself to, captivated by your eyes, and I see the hurt in them as I feed you my lies. You scream and cry, but no tears fall as I push away denying it all, You have my heart, a part of me you won't let go, go, go, and I shout no, no, no. And I beg you not to love me, but you won't listen to stubborn to let me go, go, go.