My body

[Verse 1] Done things that I ain't proud of, Things that makes one hesitate, Can understand the trouble, Being grateful of what one can do, [Chorus] Cause you'll feel nothing but numbness, First, Than you do small things and feelings grow, So after some months or years you'll feel it, secondly, For my body feels quite numb and underwhelmed, Require so much medicine and rituals to keep me here, And think straight, Cause you'll feel nothing but numbness, First, Than you do small things and feelings grow, So after some months or years you'll feel it, secondly, [Verse 2] Feeling all your emotions when you are alone, Cause the body is hiding all it's fears, So I broke down and rebuilt myself, For a chance to live, To be less fierce, This is tough love, [Chorus] Cause you'll feel nothing but numbness, First, Than you do small things and feelings grow, So after some months or years you'll feel it, secondly, For my body feels quite numb and underwhelmed, Require so much medicine and rituals to keep me here, And think straight, Cause you'll feel nothing but numbness, First, Than you do small things and feelings grow, So after some months or years you'll feel it, secondly, [Verse 3] My body is either weak from all the healing, Or the mind is barely breathing, fatigued and itching, For my repetitions were based on my prison, Yet I feel quite overly optimistic, However I'm still living! [Bridge] When you need a hug, You'll comfort yourself with blankets, If you miss their touch, All you'll find is duplicates, Cause running away, from confrontation, Will hunt ones mind, It is a type of immaturity based on fears, So keep on living, [Bridge] Cause running away, from confrontation, Will hunt ones mind, It is a type of immaturity based on fears, So keep on living, [Chorus] Cause you'll feel nothing but numbness, First, Than you do small things and feelings grow, So after some months or years you'll feel it, secondly, For my body feels quite numb and underwhelmed, Require so much medicine and rituals to keep me here, And think straight, Cause you'll feel nothing but numbness, First, Than you do small things and feelings grow, So after some months or years you'll feel it, secondly. [Outro]