perspective

Am I supposed to believe We’ve all been put here just to die? Suffer through the clenching teeth of Violent lullabies And every love I’ve ever known has Drifted softly into foam Along that rushing shore I once called home Used to believe I could do anything If I did try
 Nothing seems to combat The power of the changing mind And just like that I fell into a mold I couldn’t fit in So I lied inside my bed Until there’s no one left To tell me off for being true With all those words I never used Wanted to make a point But ended up just joking around There’s nothing more delirious Then trying to be serious For once I’ve layed by plans out like A sheet upon a mattress Watching as the corners drag me into A dizzy morning meltdown What a waste To live, to love What a shame That I gave it up My waist Is blank, and numb The taste A dizzy morning meltdown What a waste To live, to love What a shame That I gave it up My waist Is blank, and numb The taste