Behind My Smile

[Verse] Behind my smile pain I hide No one sees the tears inside Every day I wear a mask Fighting demons is my task [Verse 2] Darkness fills my mind at night Wish for peace but lose the fight Lonely shadows creep and slam Hurts so deep I can't explain [Chorus] Not okay but I pretend Holding on till the pain will end Wish to scream silence feels loud Crying out beneath a shroud [Verse 3] In the mirror I don't know Who's that face I used to show Broken pieces lost somehow Searching for the way out now [Bridge] Heart is heavy soul is scarred Life's a battle leaving marks Need a way to find the light In this endless Endless night [Chorus] Not okay but I pretend Holding on till the pain will end Wish to scream silence feels loud Crying out beneath a shroud